I just wanted to stop by and say hello. It’s been a minute since I’ve posted. A lot has happened since last we spoke, good and uncomfortable.
I’m currently having night terrors again. They’re pretty horrific this time around and are involving more than just myself being in danger. It’s been about a week or two since they’ve been back and none of us are sure what’s causing them. There’s a chance it’s because we went out of state briefly and I had a lot of anxiety around that, or because I’m getting sick.
Not sure if it’s unresolved trauma either. I know there are a few littles in the headspace who have a lot of coping to do with the separation of us from our family.
We thought it was said and done but I think the holidays are flaring everything up and with the anniversaries of things like when I cut them off and when I went through a lot of trauma with my parents is swinging around, pretty sure that’s kicking up the night terrors from their sleep.
I’m hoping to start updating again and share some of the amazing stuff that has happened since. Like a trip to Las Vegas to renew my vows with Jamison, a new sewing machine, and lots of other things.
I’ve also started a creative writing blog if anyone is interested in checking it out. It’s called Short of Intriguing, and I post short stories from the middle of non-existent books I’ve never written. I’ve really enjoyed getting back into my writing and will be starting to work on my novels again. At least to finish the one I’ve been writing since I was 12 lol. I will probably post some chapters or stuff from it here so you can all read what kind of story I wrote back in 8th grade. It’s dark stuff and there’s a lot of messy in it. It’s not a happy story and it doesn’t have a happy ending. It’s just a story of an alternative reality that was dreamt up after I escaped my life of grooming and SA.
But that’s about it for now. Link to the short story blog below.
shortofintriguing.wordpress.com
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